It honestly sucks..
I lay here past midnight most nights not being able to sleep… I have more stress and responsibilities than most people my age.. I don’t mind it I just wish on occasion I could stop time and take a minute to breath and relax with my girlfriend while NO ONE IN THE WORLD bothered us… sort of like this summer. Nothing matters when she’s around.. everything seems to just sort of disappear.
A lot has happened lately… most things out of my own control.. however I am looking at them in a positive way and finding ways I can improve myself and increase the happiness of the ones around me at the same time..
Little bit of college is left.. which is great. Pretty eager to see where life will take me.. (hope some parts turn out how I wish they would).
Most days I just think: “I cant go on anymore”.. but always manage to make it through the day somehow..
I don’t ask for everything in my life to turn out exactly how I’d like… there are just two or three things that I wish would stay in my life as everything continues to change and grow.. So that they can change and grow with me as we all do with everything..